Wednesday, January 4, 2012

diary of a teenager


Shall I compare my freedom father?
To that of a caged bird…
The pretty and multicolored birds hit the window
In their speed and eagerness to discover this new world
Their eyes twinkle with elated bliss
Such is the nature of birds with wings

Father this cage is too small
My wings hurt and bleed from the inside out
Even the little bird seeds always in plenty taste so bland now
You teach me how to be beautiful; a beautifully hidden secret…
In constant endless grooming

I hurt myself father,
I hurt myself trying to hurt you
Every Sunday we walk in the park and you let me fly off for a minute
I fly too close to the sun, my beautifully groomed wings sparkle
Like a glint in an old man’s eyes...

I sing songs of freedom in my cage
The songs that you taught me…
A freedom I know nothing about
I shed a lonely tear, and you’ve packed and left
Left me enough raisins, enough water that I may neither thirst nor sleep hungry
You’re back soon… smelling of the strange lands yonder
Being a stranger with my fragility.